The year is coming to an end and since it's my second year this year, i means that I;m getting streamed into another class next year. The days left with my beloved classmates are really numbered and it's really makes me smile thinking that over the past two years we've grown so much, changed so much and got to know each other so well. But after all the relationship that were built up in the past two years we're getting separated. And let's be honest here, once you leave a class you'll just drift apart with the people you were once so close with. All the memories flashes back and hits you so hard. I've always wondered why they would always do this to us. Pull us strangers together, make us bond and develop deep feeling and attachment to them like their an important part of our lives that we can't leave without and ten there they go"Hey, you know what, I'm gonna split you guys up." Perfect right.I know w could always say in touch and gather at our own free time but we all know that with homework, exams and all those activity to handle it is almost impossible to hangout together and those who really stay with you or you remember are mostly those in your graduating class. It's cruel to see how amazing relationship could be just gone as time goes by. Time should not do anything to ruin our relationship but rather it should brig us together. Time with my class used to be torturous they were so noisy and crazy i would always think what is wrong with them and lessons would go on and on i thought it would never end. But now as i prepare to leave my class, i start to wonder why haven't I cherish the moments with them.Be crazy, be free just for once. As we count the days down, everyone gets emotional and sad when someone mention about us leaving the class and going into separate paths but hey I'm going to wish them well, maybe cry( a lot) and then move on. Life keeps moving on and we know that some friends won't leave just like we are stuck together and some just drift apart. But aftr this two years, I;m grateful for them to be in my life, for the ones who are always there for me when I'm down, and making me smile on almost every school day. Life without them is definitely something i can't image but one the way I'll get over it and remember the good old days where we were still with one another. People may leave, but memories will always live in our mind and the feeling of our friendship will always stay in our heart. Though I've never really say it out but i really really like my class they are like my family now. A place where I can be true and myself and the people I don't have to act in font and the ones that know my ugliest scars and most embarrassing moments. I believe on my way home, the MRT has definitely heard more sincere and true word then the social media where everyone just acts in a certain way because its "cool" to do it. I'm really grateful for you hearing my rants and we'll always laugh together and judge people together. Although I don't think you'll see this by really thank you and i really hope that we'll be in the same class next year. Love you lotssssss!!!! Believe it or not, my secondary school life is wonderful because of you. All of you. May god be nice to us and let our relationship last a very very very long time. perhaps till the day we are all with grey hair, walking with a walking sticks. And at that time, we'll be laughing while remembering our good old days together as a class. Till then keep in touch, okay? Remember me cause I'll remember you till the day i have lot all my memories and maybe evn till then i'll look at the photographs and smile and how we look like when we were together.
I'll say goodbye to you but also see you again. I really hope to see you again so can you promise me you will?
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